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Pennywise - Aliens
Everyday convince myself of everything I can
and can't believe abused confused
Everyday you fee every crime just stare up at the sky
and wonder why afraid deranged
Hold on to your promise you can use it for a crutch stand by
while all your dreams are trampled in the dust
Leave now before your slick machines begin to rust
Last chance farewell among us
Everyday you get a little bit older and everything gets hard you wonder
why afraid deranged
everyday you feel every crime an endless shocking show
on the parade abused confused
Where are the Aliens?
We're the Aliens
Pennywise - Straight Ahead
All the things you want
all the things you need
you got the power to choose
you got the right to be all the things you loathe
all the things you hate is what you will become
until you will go straight
all the things denied
the shit you can't believe
you don't blame your self you
blame society
all the things in life
that you've been waiting for
wait outside your door
All your problems won't go away
I guess this is the price you pay
your decisions you will soon regret
throw away your life
go straight ahead
I see you everyday wasting your time away
you got no respect
got nothing good to say
all the things you loathe
all the things you hate
see what you will become unless you will go straight
all the things in life
all that you wanna be
but you don't even try
you want it all for free
all the things in life that you've been waiting for wait outside your door
Unwrittenlaw - Lonesome
Well I'm here, but I don't wanta stay
Cause you're not around
And I'm feeling lonely
Same old episode for me, heading for catastrophy
And I can see that its
Association with the past
So think about it
It's like a tie that did not last
Don't move so fast
Don't run
Cause you might find out, find out I'm the one
And I still feel lonesome
Nothing's changed, it just gets rearranged when
You come around, so now what's your story
You were never there for me
So I'm going out to see
Cause I can see that it's...
Association with the past
So think about it
It's like a tie that did not last
Don't move so fast
Don't run
Cause you might find out, find out I'm the one
And I still feel lonesome
Now you're here, but I don't wanta stay
Cause you weren't around, now you say you're sorry
And nothing's changed, it's just been rearranged
So stay down, just stay down
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" Very few people are able to stand by the sidelines,surporting others yet allowing them to to make their own mistakes.But you can - and must.Nothing you can say will persuade certain individualswhat the problem is. The only way they will learn is from brutal experince" Why is the world such a fucked up place? why do you stay alive? to live for the next days tourment for the constant strugle within to fight your own mind each day to convince yourself of what you belive what is real and what is not wether your deny things to yourself and pushing them down inside. Can the people see the hate in your eyes or do you just put up a face and no one ever see's whats on the inside a fight to live every day. Or will they just judge you on what you feel and label you with this weeks illness. Just take these they will make you better cos your "sick". and just when you finaly think you have things sorted and how you want them something else has to come and fuck it up for you. What is the point to life, But who will notice if your gone so whats the point in going,going is the easy way out. you need to prove to all the people that doubt you and say you will never make,and when you make it you can stand atop the mountain that it is that you've climbed and say a big FUCK YOU! to them and say I made me not you so fuck off your not getting any of what i've got for me by myself with no one else's help. Go Straight Ahead. Nuff said its been a paticular shit week
UNTITLED II
The blood flows and material pain for an unmaterial hurt, Why does the world have to be so cruel why do we put our selfs through this hell every day, whats the point to this excistance because there doesnt seem to be one if the meaning of life is to go through everyday fighting with yourself to keep going or leave,but twahts the point in leaving because they wont notice when your gone. A constant fight inside your own head as to what you belive and what you need to do or do you just comfort yourself with half truths and what you want to belive or are you comforted in what you can delued yourself with, why does it have to be such a fight where you will ahs to be so strong and constant and willing to fight what the world throws at you, you think you have things right but in realality its not its just what you percive to be right is any thing ever right?? probably not if there is a point to life why must it be such a strugle to survive and what did you do to deserve all of this you try to live right and be a good person but it all gets thrown back into your face, youv'e made your self a good person with your own judgement and morals the non of what your parents help you to decied on seeing as the were never fucking there for you and you have to make your own life. So you live right and be a good person but its all for nothing because you just get shit thrown back. So why do we put our selfs through this pain, that I dont know but I know you need to be strong not phsycialy but mentaly to fight you need the flame inside you and you must fuel the flame with your own drive and determanation what you find to feed off , Make sure you keep up the fight because there may be a point to fight there may be something to gain from it
If I die I want these two Pennywise songs played at my Funeral:
Bro Hymn Tribute
The Piano Solo at the end of Full Circle
Pennywise - Broken
Been stuck on the outside since I can't remember when
Got up just long enough for them to beat me down again
They crawl inside my mind hoping there to find
Ways to be fucking with my head
They'll never get the best of me
I'm fighting back until I'm dead
Cause I've been used been abused
I've been bruised
I've been broken
And I'm backed up against the wall
But my will to survive can't be stolen
And you can't make me fall
Half-wits and dim pundits try to ruin my good name
Parents and therapists tell me I'm the one to blame
They say "take it like a man" but I can't understand
Why they won't leave me alone
Best friends and enemies think I'd do better on my own
When I think I can't go on just want to stay home in my bed
The problems of this fucked up world seem to be kept up in my head
I take a look around there's nowhere to be found
Somewhere to justify my life
I guess I'll try to keep on trying someday I'll get it right
Fucked Up Times in Top Ryde
Spend half your time wishing you were dead
Wondering why your so messed up in the head
What did you do to deserve any of this
Shit that you have to deal with
Why does it seem so unfair
Fucked up times in Top Ryde
Watch each day slide
And stast to realise the you never
Going to be what you wanted
Hate your Fucking parents,Hate your Fucking life
Hate this fucking town
Everything just seems to get you down
And wonder why you have to fight
Each day to keep this shity life
Fucked up times in Top Ryde
Watch each day slide
And stast to realise the you never
Going to be what you wanted
Turning 20 it makes you so Fucking scared
But then again will i get there
These times they seem so unfair
Yeah fast and Fucked up times
In Top Ryde
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Unwittenlaw - Teenage Suicide
Time's rollin' forward
I'm gettin' bored
Layin' on my back
I'm loozin' track
Shifting patterns
And nothin' matters
'Cause there's no one here
And I've lost my fear
Well I've got no place left to hide
I'm running out of time
Moving slowly
The walls are closing
In on me
I can not see
Appearing fine, well
That's all a lie
'Cause I am not alright
Extinct inside
I'm runnin' out of time
My mother says I'm fine
A teenage suicide
No place to hide
Well I've got no place left to hide
No place to hide
I'm runnin' out of time
No place to hide
Ya, I've got no place left to hide
No place to hide
A teenage suicide
Pennywise - Badge of Pride
All the bullshit that I see
so much I can't believe
grown man just tryin' to be true to myself impossibly
I may not ever get rich might wind up diggin' a ditch
I won't cry no I won't bitch
I wont back down and I'll never quit
It is my badge of pride -hardcore 'til the day I die
just tryin' to survive
I won't back down or apologize
Say what you wanna say
I'm not listening anyway
I'll believe what I wanna believe
true to myself
that's how it's gotta be.
All the methods that I use
all the things I use and abuse
it all leaves me confused
I've beer torn up, beat down and bruised
but somehow I was saved and I'm standing here today
Now I do things my own way cause I'm never going back again
Unwrittenlaw - Before I Go
Life hurts so bad
Don't want you sad
Just look back to
Good times we had
I'd give my soul for you I know
Want to hold you before I go
Before I go
I need you to know
I'm still alive in you
It's my time to go
Don't stay up late
I'm not afraid
And I don't want your heart to break
I know I've seen what's been unseen
Live fast, die young
It's part of me
(it's my time now)
Before I go
(it's my time now)
My soul is on it's way
(it's my time now)
I need you to know
Before I go
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